Sometimes I wish...

...that I can outrightly scold people and get mad at them.
...that I can curse and yell at the idiots in my life.
...that I can simply do something without caring about other's feelings.
...that I can do what I want, when I want, no matter what it results to for others.
...that I can express myself without a care.
...that I do not care much about others and their wellbeing.
...that I can close both eyes when it comes to issues not concerning me.
...that I could so so much more, for the sake of myself.
I wish that I could be selfish.

But I'm a spineless wimp who can not stand up for my own rights when faced against my friends.