What I think about...

...Blogging.
For me, what I aim is consistency, which is why I am now trying to blog regularly.
I'm scheduling my posts too, so that the days which my blog is updated would be regularized.
As for content, I'm still unsure as to what I want to blog about.
I think that blogging is a way to show others who you are, to learn new things, and to gain a writing style though that last one is just for me because my writing style is anything but consistent.
However, for someone as unknown as I am (hurhurhur), I don't have much audience to communicate with.
Hence, I suppose that the purpose of me blogging is more of a way to learn how to express myself better.
When I was very much younger, I had difficulties telling people about myself.
I also hated to do so, because it felt so uncomfortable to me.
However I later on realized that it was rather troublesome at times when others didn't know what I wanted, because another thing which I hated, and in a way still hate today, is when a person wrongly assume things.
To not ramble on too long, in order to reduce assumptions, I'm trying to inform them before there are assumptions made.
And now to go back to topic, I think blogging is a practice for me to learn how to tell others about my thoughts and to know how much information to provide.
The second point is especially significant to me, since I'm of the stance that whatever I post on the internet, will forever be on the internet.
With that said, I really don't know what's the purpose or theme of my blog.
:\
I have a feeling that I'd never know, but until then, I suppose I can still use this as practice.
Well, see you hopefully soon~

X-Men!! Hee~

Watched X-Men: First Class today together with Shawn~
Really happy~
I don't watch movies, but X-Men is special to me, largely due to Wolverine (guess who's a Wolverine fan *swoons*).
I shall now take the opportunity to thank Shawn for inviting me hee~
If it weren't for him, I wouldn't know that the film's out (yes, I am that outdated), not to mention that he bought the tickets online and even brought me to watch Insidious last week, amongst the many things he did.
:<
Tip toeeeeeeeee through the windooooooooooowwwwww by the windoooooooooooooowwwwwww that's where I'll beeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
Anyway, I did enjoy the show very much.
C:
One reason as to why I don't usually watch films is that I tend to over-think the film while watching it, hence spoiling the mood for myself, but because it's X-Men, so it's forgiven hee~~~~~
I was really happy when Wolverine appeared, even though it was only for about ten seconds heeeeeeeee~~~~~~
Though, in regards to that, I'm quite surprised that 'fuck' wasn't censored, and there was quite a lot of skin for a PG13 show.
There was a kid sitting next to me whom I think is about nine.
But yup~
Still feeling giggly hee~~~
Would totally watch it again~
Also wanting to dig out the previous X-Men films to watch~




I suppose I shall also mention that I'm going to try to blog daily from now on, largely due to Jun's influence.
Do check out his blog if you have time; I think his writing's interesting, and he's putting effort in his blog.
c:




Finally, I suppose I shall say that today started out with a rather low mood, since one of the best lecturers I ever had, announced that it was her last day.
._.
She didn't tell us beforehand that she was resigning because she didn't want to affect our mood.
I feel disappointed, because she really is a good lecturer, and I was hoping to receive more from her.
:\
Not to mention, another good lecturer of mine would be leaving soon, as he received a job offer elsewhere...
This year, a lot of things have happened...




Don't want to end this post with such a sad note (for me, anyway), so I shall write about another topic, which shall be back about my blog.
I shall one day go through the older posts and edit it so that the layout, font, et cetera would be uniformed.
Speaking about older posts, I realized how much memories I have blogged about in the past, and if it weren't for this blog, I would have most likely forgotten about those memories.
Much thanks to Elrin stalking on my blog to make me realize.
:<
I want to blog because I want to be able to look back, and be able to respect or more likely ridicule what kind of person I was in the past.

So...

Since my classrooms are always cold, I'm thinking of wearing stockings or tights...
And then I proceeded to think that maybe it's a good chance to start to be more aware of my appearance?
:\
I still don't really care about how I dress...
I think it's a good time to use my make up though, especially the mascara.
I don't use mascara since I started using fake lashes...


Also, I'll probably change my blog's look.
Want to give it a brighter look...

Hmm...

Want to blog more often, but not sure how.
Don't really know what my writing style is.
The kind of stuff I want to blog about is quite uncertain too...
Basically, I don't know what my purpose of blogging is.
'A'

Ten Days Meme (Day One)

I'm trying to be more active in my blog.

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot.
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession

Day One
1) Let's go arcade.
2) I wanted to comment in your journal last time, but um, well I shan't give any reasons/excuses why I didn't. Don't feel too bad about yourself, you're a good person to know, and I am glad that I have known you although we don't really keep in contact nowadays... OTL
3) COME BACK TO ME IT'S ALMOST EASYYYYYYYY. ;A;
4) I don't know whether you've noticed, but for years, I've doubted our relationship. Have I or am I treating you to be closer than you treat me to be? Sometimes it feels like I don't matter to you, even though you do matter to me.
5) Even though I claim to hate you, I don't, and I don't think I ever really did. I really wish that we could be closer. Well, I do think that we're getting closer a little now...
6) WHEN ARE WE GOING TO MEET UP? IT'S BEEN MORE THAN A YEAR ALREADY.
7) I hope we aren't going to drift apart from each other... You mean a lot to me, but we both aren't too good at keeping in contact with each other, are we...
8) Rice. Eat it.
9) ...Even though you're a good person and I don't dislike you, you're starting to annoy me a little sometimes...
10) Thank you. Forgive me.

Update!!

Haven't blogged anything because, well, nothing's been happening recently.
Shall write about some stuff...

- A lot of people I know went/are going to China this year.

- Just filed my nails.
\o/
I quite like my nails.
Every time I meet someone they comment about how long it is and ask whether it's troublesome though.
I can still do type, cook, clean, et cetera with long nails, just that I'm slower, and they hurt if I'm not careful.
I do miss playing the piano though.

- Next week's the week when everyone's coming back~~
\o/
Can't wait~

- My room's really in a mess, in the sense that everything's already clean and in order, but there's a pile of stuff on my bed which I don't know what to do with...
My study room too...

- Cookies are still the best to be eaten with milk~

- Comic Fiesta's coming, and I'm not exactly hyped.
Don't really know what to cosplay, and I'm not really excited to think of what to cosplay or to do any props.
Probably a sign that I'm going to stop soon?
I still really enjoy looking at cosplay photography, admire the make up, costume, props and all that though.
*rolls*

- Bought some birthday presents...
A lot of people I know are born in December...

- Want to go for a manicure one day hehehe...
Want somebody to file my nails for me...

Alright, going to go shower, then clear my room up a bit.
I need to make everything in order before my mom comes home...

NINJA KITTY!!!

That aside, nothing much to blog about, hence all these random YouTube stuff...

Blog playlist.

Whenever I set my playlist, I tend to avoid songs which are 'harsher', them being those songs which included screaming or swearing.
I don't know why I did it.
Maybe it's cause I didn't want people to know that my tastes are such?
Or maybe it's cause I wanted to let the readers and visitors to have music which are more 'normal'?
Or that I was scared that I'd be judged based on the songs I listen to?
Hmm.
Well, now I guess I don't really mind any more since no one listens to my playlist.
Made a new playlist and changed the design too, so that it's easier to browse.
Also shoved it at the bottom of the blog cause it's bigger now.


When I read my older blog posts, I feel like facepalming till my nose inverts or something.
OTL
I can't believe how immature I was...
OTL
But it's interesting.
See how much I've changed.
:'D


Ah, Sam seems to have reached UK.
\o/

Hmm.

Cause bun asked me to blog more, so I shall try to.
\o/
I've probably mentioned a couple of times before, but among my friends, I was one of the latest to have a blog, but everyone else's blog has died...
-.-
I've nothing much to blog about though.
Life is as usual.
Sam's flight is tonight, and she won't be back till December.
She left me with tons of songs though...
Haven't managed to listen to all of them yet, as I didn't transfer all to my MP3.
Got hooked to the song Pieces by Red (one of the songs Sam gave me), which I've been looping for about four days now.
Hmm doubt that Sam would read this, but I've already been looking forward to December.
A lot of my friends would be coming back then.
Hmm.
I want to meet everyone again.

Update.

My lips look as though there's chocolate stains on it, but it's actually dried blood and wounds.
OTL
Recently I've been biting my lips quite a lot...
Also, I've drank more water, and as such my lips STARTED GETTING DRYER!?!?!?!?!?!?
I don't get it.
orz
But really, after I started drinking more water, my lips got very dry, and my skin got quite bad...


Been watching YouTube videos of...
...I don't know how to describe it...
Of people playing horror games?
For those of you who know, it's 4PlayerPodcast's stuff.
Here's one of their many videos.
(Will probably include swearing, also it includes a lot of screaming.)



One of their many many many videos.
It's really entertaining to watch them playing horror games.

Going out this Saturday together with Sam, Hans, Feli and Shawn.

...I don't know what we're going to do.

I want to play ParaPara if Shawn allows.

:<

To be honest, this time I'm blogging for the sake of blogging, not really because I have something to share...
Somehow I notice that for blogs, games, stuff like those, my friends would start on it before I do.
Then very much later, I'll start on it.
Then my friends would give up/ stop.
However I'll still continue.
...I guess I don't know when to stop?

Aaaaaaaaaaaa...

Been hanging out with friends more than usual lately.
:3
Meaning that they actually succeeded in getting me out of the house.
Had fun with Sam and Feli and Shawn and Jun~~
Karmun, Belle and Xajin too, but that's another gang.
Shall look forward to squealing noisily at the arcade again and to Shawn singing vocals for Rock Band.
\o/

Been abandoning my blog for a while.
Hmm...

Update!!! \o/

Some of you may know that my cousin's tortoise got hit by a car.
...Let me rephrase that.
Some of you may know that my cousin's tortoise got rolled over by a car.
THANKFULLY (before you start freaking out) IT IS OKAY.
Unfortunately one part of the shell came out, but the vet managed to patch it (still don't know it's gender >:) up.

IT WILL LIVEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!
*w*
No, seriously, it'll survive.
It's past the danger period.
TwT


Then the last time I went shopping for clothes with my mom (a very, very long time ago), she wanted to buy this shirt for me.
I took one glance at the design and refused whole-heartedly.

...I don't think my mom understood what the design was implying.
Do you?
8D


This how it's like whenever I look out of the window during class...

...DURING A SUNNY DAY IN THE AFTERNOON.
OTL
The tinted glass made me sleepy for the first few weeks.
Kind of used to it, but it's still weird.
-.-
I like sitting by the window though.

And this is a diagram which my lecturer drew in order to explain some cases.

Ten cases to be exact.
8D
Then she asked someone to take a picture of it and post it in Facebook.
Nat dared me to do it, but since I don't like posting stuff in Facebook, I shall do it here.
\o/


Been reading Bartender and One Piece after I passed up my assignment recently.
Shall continue cram reading for a while until the next assignment's due date approaches...
OTL


If you noticed that I've been spamming pictures and videos a lot lately, it's because I'm actually trying to make my blog more colourful.
>:
I don't want to change the layout though, since I've already gotten used to it.


Since I have a two and a half hour break tomorrow, shall I ask Xajin and Karmun out for lunch tomorrow?
Fufufufufu~
*w*


I WANT TO GO OUT AND PLAY OR HAVE A SHOOT OR SOMETHING AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA...


Okay I shall go sleep now.
Night~~~

In only three months...

It seems that I've changed.
A friend whom I haven't had much contact with for a while called me last night, and he said my attitude has changed.
I already knew that I've started to become more careful with words, careful with how I phrase something, but having someone tell that to me is different.
It somehow reconfirms it.
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeell, I don't know whether this change is good or bad.
It's just weird, especially since I don't really enjoy 'change' as much as others would.
(And as I'm re-reading my post, it seems that my blogging style has changed as well. OTL NEEDS MORE EMOTICONS!!)
Haha well, shall see what I will become in the end.
:D


That aside, Feli Feli, I'm hungry.
D:
Go buy me some food before you come over.
Muahahahahahaha...

Playlist~

Changed it again, reduced the number of songs to twenty and set it on autoplay again.


Started reading Bloody Monday, which in my opinion is absolutely AWESOME.
It's one of the few mangas which actually give me suspense while reading it.
Going to start on Season 2.
Then starting with Dogs- Bullets & Carnage as well.
As you can guess, yup they're more of shonen type.

I should really be sleeping but...

I changed my playlist wooooooo~~~~
/o/
Didn't update with newer songs, but rather only change the songs.


I honestly have to get my sleeping time straightened out.
...Definitely.


I think my mom will be really shocked when she finds out how anti-social I can be...
OTL
I already know I'm anti-social, but today was made quite obvious cause I sat alone at the side of the class...
Alone as in literally, there was no one else within a row of where I sat (partly due to the air-con's placement).
Until someone (whom I don't know well) came to sit with me.
...And I think I was quite rude since I nearly ignored her.
orz
Well, last year there were only twenty people in my class, so we became friends easily.
But this time there's more than a hundred people in a lecture, nearly thirty in a tutorial...
I don't know why, but I'd rather sit at the side and emo alone, than to go and actively make a friend.
I guess it's sort of like, if you want to be friends with me, come, if you don't want to be friends with me, you can leave me alone?
D:
...I sound so depressing.
But I guess with that 'tactic', I've managed to make good friends.
Cause like I always boast, all the friends I've made (close or just acquaintances) are good people.

As depressing as I have been sounding, I have had made some friends.
*w*
...Most are guys though.
OTL
But the guys are really 'gentlemen' and adorable in their own way.
*laughs*
And age doesn't matter anymore, cause no matter how old you are, you can't really tell the difference.
...Especially in terms of looks.
Some people who are older than I am, can look younger than me.
'''orz


I'm usually used to saying 'take care' to others when they leave (or in other situations which it can be applied to), but I'm not used to people saying that phrase to me.
They usually say 'you too', but so far, only recently, one person said 'take care' to me.
...And it felt odd upon realizing that a phrase I use so often, is so rarely heard to be said to me.


Aaaaaaaaaaand I don't know how a blog post which was intended to say that I've updated my playlist, turned into a blog post about life so far.
All that's well will end well.
\o/

Imitation Black shoot.

 ...Which was held quite long ago actually.
But seeing that no one is posting, I shall do it then.
D<
Only edited two or three.

First off!
 

 Domo-kunnnnnnnnnnn...

 Hachune Miku plushieeeeeeeee...

 

Domo-kun stealing Miku's leek.

Both of them are Shawn's.

>:

 

 

...Messes as usual.

Behind the scenes.

Our 'studio'.

It's my white cloth, and we draped it at Kazu's doorway using tape, because it's more 'long' than 'squarish', if you get what I mean...
And when Feli was switching on the lights, it went spoilt instead, so in the end Shawn decided to put his other flash behind the cloth.

Shawn's guitar.

Oh, and in order to do this pose...

We needed a chair.

Cause our Rin was too short.
XD
So cute~

Doing research.
(Not really.)

*runs off*

Rrrrrrrrraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrr...

Mmmmmmmmmm...
There's too little taught in class to actually study.
But cause class has started, my mom is limiting my computer time.
Anyway she is now watching Korean drama on the laptop AND the computer.
(She's become a pro. orz)
I've also finished Plants vs Zombies (all the mini games, survival modes, et cetera), SO THERE'S NOTHING MUCH TO DO.
D8
Update your blog, people!!
Give me something to read!
*sob*
And it's been only two weeks of school (one week if you don't count orientation week), BUT I ALREADY HAVE A TWO THOUSAND WORD ASSIGNMENT, AND IT NEEDS TO BE IN THE CORRECT FORMAT AND ALL.
...AND THEY HAVEN'T GIVEN US THE FORMATTTTTTTTTTTT.
*SOB*
OTL
It's due in two weeks time, so I guess they'll give us the format by then.
*prays*
Shall go do research in the mean time...

Next blog post.

Since Jun asked.


Don't wait for it.
I don't know how long it'll take.
>:

Xajin!!

I just realized that I don't have your email or handphone number or anyway to contact you.
D8
And yes, I just dedicated a whole blog post for that.
-.-

Hmm...

I don't know what to blog about anymore.

Life?
My life's quite boring to be bluntly honest.
I'm not exactly an exciting person.
My life may seem interesting at times, but it is only because I happen to be with insane exciting people.

Cosplay?
I'm not a pro, and not everyone who reads my blog know what cosplay is.

School?
Never.

Family?
...Not much to rant/talk about.

Friends?
...LING WENT BACK TO JAPAN AND SAM'S GOING BACK TO UK SOON AND NONE OF MY GOOD FRIENDS ARE STUDYING WITH ME AND I DON'T WANT TO MAKE AN EMO POST.

In conclusion, I shall not blog that often anymore.

...Okay, how many people can believe that?
I don't even believe myself saying I won't blog that often.
OTL
In conclusion, I shall blog as interesting things come~

(Bipolar much... OTL)

Oh, and by the way, I updated my playlist~