Bruises

Not going to show you a picture of it, but I've gotten a bruise on my leg.
I'm wondering whether it's only me, but whenever I have a bruise, I'll keep poking it...
Half of the time I'd have no idea how I'd gotten the bruise, but I'll definitely poke it.
Since I'm on the topic of injuries, I prefer injuries where the skin is still intact (Though I've yet to have any broken bones or dislocated joints, so I can't be sure... 'A')...
One reason is that, if you poke an open wound, it'd get worse, whereas if you poke a bruise, it wouldn't?
Hur I don't know.
\o/

Time management.

I think for this stage of my life, there's no longer vacations, but a matter of how well I'm able to use my time.
I think it makes more sense to have fun and do work at the same time, instead of trying to do work first and then have fun for a long period of time.
I suppose it'll help if I enjoy what I'm doing, but I can't say that for sure yet...
'A'
I don't dislike it, but it's not my passion either.
After studying law for so long, however, it seems to me as though there's nothing else except law which I can do...
Not sure whether that's a good thing...
But yeah, still procrastinating as usual though.
:\
Getting slightly better at managing time, but not good enough...
Need to get my mentality straightened out...

Ten random things about me, and the reasons behind them.

1) I cut my nails in the shower, because when I was slightly younger, my mom and I would have arguments about me cutting my nails in my room.

2) I like to sniff at the tea bag jar whenever I make myself a cup of tea, simply because I like the smell.

3) I say 'ow' whenever I injure myself lightly even though it doesn't hurt, because when I was younger, all the kids cried whenever they injured themselves, and I thought that I should try to 'follow the norm'. Same went for the fear of injections and cockroaches. I didn't fear them as a kid, but was influenced by my peers.

4) I always snap a toothpick after using it, ever since my dad told me a story of his friend who mistook a used toothpick that the person beside him placed by his side, as the person offering him a toothpick, and then used it.

5) I usually look at the ground when I walk, because I feel that whatever unpleasant things I might trip/step/kick, are usually on the ground...

6) Whenever I order a cold drink, I prefer requesting for little or no ice, cause I don't want the drink to be diluted.

7) I must end a meal with vegetables/fruits. Too embarrassed to tell you the reason. No reason.

8) I get really annoyed when someone touches my things without permission and fails to put them back properly, because I believe that if you want to do something secretly, you should do it properly. If a person doesn't ask first, I'll take it as the person doesn't want me to know.

9) I prefer using 'see you' instead of 'bye', because when I say 'see you', I hope to be able to 'see you again'. Unless, of course, if we probably wouldn't be able to meet again, or I don't want to see you again hehe, then I'd use 'bye'.

10) I always chew on sweets/chocolate/ice cream/other similar foodstuff (even though I tell myself to suck on them so that they'd last longer), because when I was young, I had the fear of choking on a sweet, so I'd always chew it. The habit stuck till now.

I'm 17 years old. (Tag)

[X] You know how to make a pot of coffee. (Not a good one though.)
[ ] You keep track of dates using a calendar. (Whenever I try to, I'll forget about it after a while...)
[ ] You own a credit card.
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[X] You've done your own laundry.
[ ] You can vote in an election.
[X] You can cook for yourself. (Edible food.)
[ ] You think politics are interesting. (I've no political knowledge... Rather unfortunate and ignorant...)
TOTAL SO FAR: 3

[ ] You show up for school late a lot.
[ ] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[X] You've never gotten a detention.
[X] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[ ] You like to take walks by yourself.
[X] You know what 'credibility' means, without looking it up.
[/] You drink caffeine at least once a week. (Didn't used to, but since college started, I've been.)
TOTAL SO FAR: 6 1/2

[X] You know how to do the dishes.
[X] You can count to 10 in another language. (Several languages...)
[ ] When you say you're going to do something you usually do it. (...DEBATABLE.)
[ ] You can mow the lawn. (I have no lawn to mow... But I'm sure I can do it though. :<)
[/] You study even when you don't have to. (...Not really...)
[X] You have hand washed a car before.
TOTAL SO FAR: 10

[X] You can spell 'experience', without looking it up.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name. (Only been there like, five times so far in my life...)
[/] Your favorite kind of food is take out. (Depends...)
[X] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[/] You understand political jokes the first time they are said. (Most of them.)
[X] You can type pretty quick. (Very much faster compared to when I was young. Used to type with two fingers...)
TOTAL SO FAR: 14

[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[ ] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job. (I disagree.)
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay.
[X] You have been to the beach.
[X] You use the internet every day.
[X] You have been outside 3 or more times a day. (Prefer to go out only once.)
[ ] You make your bed in the morning. (Neverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...)
GRAND TOTAL: 17

Ten Days Meme (Day Eight)

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot.

Day Seven: Four turn offs.

Day Eight: Three turn ons.

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

Day Ten: One confession

Day Eight

1) Not selfish.

2) Willing to listen.

3) Adorable.

Ten Days Meme (Day Seven)

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot.

Day Seven: Four turn offs.

Day Eight: Three turn ons.

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

Day Ten: One confession

Day Seven

1) Stubborn to listen to other people's point of view.

2) Talks a lot but never listen.

3) Looking down on others.

4) Discriminating towards others.

Ten Days Meme (Day Five)

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot.

Day Seven: Four turn offs.

Day Eight: Three turn ons.

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

Day Ten: One confession

Day Five

1) Tried to keep star tortoises as pets.

2) Decide to not hide those cans of soup.

3) Open up to people.

4) Decide that it could be done tomorrow.

5) Not say 'sorry' or 'thank you' even though I wanted to.

6) Ignore something which I could have helped with.

Kimchi

I used to not like it at all, but recently I'm starting to have constant cravings for it.
orz
I've a feeling it's going to end up like how I feel towards pizza, durian and sushi.
Evade it like the plague at first, but come to start liking it.
OTL

Also, I drank nearly a whole kettle of water in the form of green tea today...
I don't normally drink much water...

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...

I realized that I tend to eat cold food.
Cold food as in food straight out of the fridge, like cold spaghetti, or cold curry, or cold fried rice.
OTL


Looking forward to some stuff, but at the same time I don't want time to move so quickly.
orz

Slurping noodles noisily.

It's a pet peeve of mine.
I don't hate it (like Ling thinks I do :3), but it's more of a minor annoyance which I sometimes find quite amusing.
Reasons being:
- ...It's noisy.

- I can absolutely not do it.
I mean really, I can't.
I noticed that my parents and my brother can slurp noodles (actually any other food as well) while making sounds as though they are inhaling it in, but it seems that I didn't inherit the skill from my parents.
-.-
I can slurp, but there would be no noise.
My dad asked me to open my mouth bigger and try again.
...AND IF I DO THAT, I CAN'T SLURP IT AT ALL HAHA.
OTL
And I get hiccups real easily.
Just from the four or five attempts to slurp noddles, I'm already having hiccups now.
*cries
...It's not a reason why slurping foodstuff is a pet peeve by the way.
I just discovered that I couldn't do it during dinner.
orz

......

I spend most of my time in the study room (cause the laptop's there -.-), and just now when I exited the room, everything was dark outside...
Apparently everyone's gone to bed...
OTL
It's quite weird though.
I need to settle my sleeping time.


My parents might be (very high probability that they are confirmed) going for a holiday somewhere in the middle of the year, leaving my brother and I alone at home for about a week.
OTL
So I'll need to think about transportation and food for that whole week.
Probably maggie mee...
*w*
Come, Feli Feli let's go dating!! *w*

In only three months...

It seems that I've changed.
A friend whom I haven't had much contact with for a while called me last night, and he said my attitude has changed.
I already knew that I've started to become more careful with words, careful with how I phrase something, but having someone tell that to me is different.
It somehow reconfirms it.
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeell, I don't know whether this change is good or bad.
It's just weird, especially since I don't really enjoy 'change' as much as others would.
(And as I'm re-reading my post, it seems that my blogging style has changed as well. OTL NEEDS MORE EMOTICONS!!)
Haha well, shall see what I will become in the end.
:D


That aside, Feli Feli, I'm hungry.
D:
Go buy me some food before you come over.
Muahahahahahaha...

Fuu...

It seems to be getting easier to stop procrastinating.
>:
I still do procrastinate, but it's easier for me to stop whatever rubbish I'm doing, and actually start working.
The amazing thing is that the 'push' is lighter compared to last time.
\o\


Subway cravingggggggg...
TwT
I actually kind of like the Subway smell...

Fringe vs Hairband

As some of you would know, I wear a hairband all the time now.
As fewer of you would know, I actually have a fringe (Well, I don't expect many people to know since with the hairband on, its quite hard to tell?).

Let me go back to the beginning of why I'm wearing a hairband every time.
At first, I only wore it when I'm at home.
Then this year, my mom started nagging me to wear a hairband for classes as well.
(Trust me, 'nagging' is a very appropriate term to use right now.)
Finally, I got tired of pushing my fringe out of the way and decided to wear the hairband, and it became a habit.
My mom was obviously pleased, and asked my dad whether I looked better with a hairband, and he agreed.
...Fine, it was more like.

Mom: Better with hairband, right?
Dad: ......
Mom: Right? Right? Better right?
Dad: ...Yeah.
Mom: Riiiiiiiight. See, I told you so.

That aside, anyway, today for the fun of it, I combed my fringe down.
...And I will never trust my mom's parents' sense in looks/ fashion ever again.
=.=
Not to say that I look very much better with my hair down (Okay fine, my face does look slimmer since the hair would cover up my cheeks.), its just...
...Very much different.
OTL
Buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut, I'm still going to be wearing my hairband (Hehehe sorry Xajin. :D).
It's more convenient that way.
\o/

I should really be sleeping but...

I changed my playlist wooooooo~~~~
/o/
Didn't update with newer songs, but rather only change the songs.


I honestly have to get my sleeping time straightened out.
...Definitely.


I think my mom will be really shocked when she finds out how anti-social I can be...
OTL
I already know I'm anti-social, but today was made quite obvious cause I sat alone at the side of the class...
Alone as in literally, there was no one else within a row of where I sat (partly due to the air-con's placement).
Until someone (whom I don't know well) came to sit with me.
...And I think I was quite rude since I nearly ignored her.
orz
Well, last year there were only twenty people in my class, so we became friends easily.
But this time there's more than a hundred people in a lecture, nearly thirty in a tutorial...
I don't know why, but I'd rather sit at the side and emo alone, than to go and actively make a friend.
I guess it's sort of like, if you want to be friends with me, come, if you don't want to be friends with me, you can leave me alone?
D:
...I sound so depressing.
But I guess with that 'tactic', I've managed to make good friends.
Cause like I always boast, all the friends I've made (close or just acquaintances) are good people.

As depressing as I have been sounding, I have had made some friends.
*w*
...Most are guys though.
OTL
But the guys are really 'gentlemen' and adorable in their own way.
*laughs*
And age doesn't matter anymore, cause no matter how old you are, you can't really tell the difference.
...Especially in terms of looks.
Some people who are older than I am, can look younger than me.
'''orz


I'm usually used to saying 'take care' to others when they leave (or in other situations which it can be applied to), but I'm not used to people saying that phrase to me.
They usually say 'you too', but so far, only recently, one person said 'take care' to me.
...And it felt odd upon realizing that a phrase I use so often, is so rarely heard to be said to me.


Aaaaaaaaaaand I don't know how a blog post which was intended to say that I've updated my playlist, turned into a blog post about life so far.
All that's well will end well.
\o/