Small picture update!

My new bed.

No, just joking.
My aunt gave my family a cupboard (it's the one below the blankets), and my mom, being the woman she is, smacked wheels on it and put some of our bookshelves on the cupboard.
She put a blanket on the remaining space so we can sleep there, but it's really hard and much more narrow than it seems in the picture.
We still sleep there once in a while HEE.

Elrin's penguin, which is HUGE.
I didn't expect her penguin to be that big and round, so I got a shock when I saw it.

Elrin's kitty wearing a bag hee~
She got stuck.

Still not knowing how to get out of the bag.

Give up.

Using my brother's computer and desk in his room...
I've taken over his room...
His bed is filled with cosplay stuff and books...
My study table is left untouched for weeks...


But yeah, still struggling to get things done.
Exams and Comic Fiesta are in two months, and I feel that I'm not doing things fast enough, good enough.
Still have a lot of things to learn, a lot of things to make and a lot of things to buy.
Ooh, and my new contact lens has arrived~
Thanks Jun for helping to purchase them~
Now waiting for my wig from Elrin...
;A;
But yup, till then~

What did I say about consistency and dedication...

Yup, truly lacking in it.
I have to say though, that I didn't foresee that I'd be so busy...
Thought that I'd be able to handle things, but evidently I'm still very bad at managing time...
I do hope that I'll manage to get back more control with organizing my life (not as dramatic/emo as that sounds), especially since things are starting to become more important now.
I'm definitely slacking less compared to last time, which makes me wonder how did I manage to cope with all my stuff last time when I put in so little effort and time...


Whenever I look at my cosplay plans, I feel nauseous cause of  nervousness.
OTL

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeee~~

Exam's over, and it'll be holidays for me until the end of next week, so I'm going to roll around and sleep.

:c

I really wish that my shoulder aches would go away soon.
:\

I also wish that there'd be more salty snacks around the house.
Parents bought some sweet snacks, but I'm not too fond of them...

Update~

Hee.
Yup, I watched X-Men three times.
First is with Shawn, then my dad, then with Jun.
Keeping the tickets in my memory box~


Also, there was a time when Elrin, Mirai and Haru (I feel kinda weird calling you this, but nevermind...) went to BBQ Plaza to eat.
Mirai and I shared a stove, whereas Haru and Elrin shared another.

Mirai and my stove.
We finished everything~

Elrin and Haru's stove.
THE PICTURE DOES NOT SHOW HOW BURNT IT IS.
It was really really burnt, and the soup was very concentrated.
Frankly speaking, Mirai was the one who took care of the stove, so the main reason why the soup was tasty and could be finished, was cause of her.
._. /

We also fried the lime.


Then not so recently, I borrowed Feli's wig, and cause it was in a mess, I decided to wash and groom it for her...
As it's a curly wig, I had to curl it back hur.

Didn't take an after picture...
Perhaps I shall, one day.
The wig's so soft and squishy~


It seems that I haven't posted photoshoot pictures for a while.
:x
Shall post some up next time, I guess.
\o/

Bruises

Not going to show you a picture of it, but I've gotten a bruise on my leg.
I'm wondering whether it's only me, but whenever I have a bruise, I'll keep poking it...
Half of the time I'd have no idea how I'd gotten the bruise, but I'll definitely poke it.
Since I'm on the topic of injuries, I prefer injuries where the skin is still intact (Though I've yet to have any broken bones or dislocated joints, so I can't be sure... 'A')...
One reason is that, if you poke an open wound, it'd get worse, whereas if you poke a bruise, it wouldn't?
Hur I don't know.
\o/

HEE

Totally want to watch X-Men again HEE~~~~~
Wolverine~~~~~
Watched it twice already; Insidious as well.
Watched X-Men the second time with my dad (He doesn't know I'd already watched it with Shawn, but not complaining HEE), and Insidious together with Mirai, Elrin, Feli and Haru.
Had fun watching the girls in the rows in front scream during Insidious hurhurhur...
Also, watching Insidious made me a man.
By the end of the show, I was having an arm each around Feli and Elrin, since I was sitting in between Feli and Elrin, and already know when's the scary parts.
Had fun playing pool with Elrin and Feli hurhurblueballhurhurhur and got to show them my flying ball...

I really miss all the times when I could just sit and be with my friends...
Not exaggerating, but those moments of just being with friends or family, chatting about just about anything, those are really precious moments to me.

Melancholy?

I find that the happier I am, the more prone I am to feel down almost immediately.
:\
It's like, if an emotion is strong, all other emotions will flare up as well, and I'll feel happy, sad, jaded, satiated, many emotions at once.
In that sense, I prefer being nonchalant...
However, I do feel that I lack passion in my life.
I feel that I'm not competitive enough, that I don't strive to be what I'm capable of being.
No, I know it; I know that I a much better person than I allow myself to be, and the only person to be blame is obviously myself.
I've known this fact for years, but still, no effort is made.
Another issue is that I don't get inspired easily, and even if I do, it's for a very short time.
The reason behind this, I dare say, is that when I was young, I didn't want to become an easily influenced or swayed person.
In a way, I think I fear passion.

X-Men!! Hee~

Watched X-Men: First Class today together with Shawn~
Really happy~
I don't watch movies, but X-Men is special to me, largely due to Wolverine (guess who's a Wolverine fan *swoons*).
I shall now take the opportunity to thank Shawn for inviting me hee~
If it weren't for him, I wouldn't know that the film's out (yes, I am that outdated), not to mention that he bought the tickets online and even brought me to watch Insidious last week, amongst the many things he did.
:<
Tip toeeeeeeeee through the windooooooooooowwwwww by the windoooooooooooooowwwwwww that's where I'll beeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
Anyway, I did enjoy the show very much.
C:
One reason as to why I don't usually watch films is that I tend to over-think the film while watching it, hence spoiling the mood for myself, but because it's X-Men, so it's forgiven hee~~~~~
I was really happy when Wolverine appeared, even though it was only for about ten seconds heeeeeeeee~~~~~~
Though, in regards to that, I'm quite surprised that 'fuck' wasn't censored, and there was quite a lot of skin for a PG13 show.
There was a kid sitting next to me whom I think is about nine.
But yup~
Still feeling giggly hee~~~
Would totally watch it again~
Also wanting to dig out the previous X-Men films to watch~




I suppose I shall also mention that I'm going to try to blog daily from now on, largely due to Jun's influence.
Do check out his blog if you have time; I think his writing's interesting, and he's putting effort in his blog.
c:




Finally, I suppose I shall say that today started out with a rather low mood, since one of the best lecturers I ever had, announced that it was her last day.
._.
She didn't tell us beforehand that she was resigning because she didn't want to affect our mood.
I feel disappointed, because she really is a good lecturer, and I was hoping to receive more from her.
:\
Not to mention, another good lecturer of mine would be leaving soon, as he received a job offer elsewhere...
This year, a lot of things have happened...




Don't want to end this post with such a sad note (for me, anyway), so I shall write about another topic, which shall be back about my blog.
I shall one day go through the older posts and edit it so that the layout, font, et cetera would be uniformed.
Speaking about older posts, I realized how much memories I have blogged about in the past, and if it weren't for this blog, I would have most likely forgotten about those memories.
Much thanks to Elrin stalking on my blog to make me realize.
:<
I want to blog because I want to be able to look back, and be able to respect or more likely ridicule what kind of person I was in the past.

So...

Since my classrooms are always cold, I'm thinking of wearing stockings or tights...
And then I proceeded to think that maybe it's a good chance to start to be more aware of my appearance?
:\
I still don't really care about how I dress...
I think it's a good time to use my make up though, especially the mascara.
I don't use mascara since I started using fake lashes...


Also, I'll probably change my blog's look.
Want to give it a brighter look...

Drama llama?

I sometimes wonder whether I'm the kind who ends up making friends with people whose life has a lot of drama, or that people who are friends with me, end up having a lot of drama.
._.
Not saying that my life is very exciting; in fact, I hardly have any drama in my life.
Just that a lot of people I know tend to be involved in quite a bit of drama...
Maybe the drama is normal, and it's just me who's having an abnormal level of (lack of) drama?
D:
Also, I find that one way or another, I'm always involved in relationship issues...
By the way, don't get me wrong; I'm not saying that drama or relationship issues are bad.
I just find it weird that so many people around me have it/them.
Back to the relationship issues though.
People come to me for advise sometimes, and as I have no personal experience at being in a relationship, I sometimes wonder why people ask me, and whether the advise I'm giving is good advise.
I suppose that it's easy for me to give those advise though, since I've no experience in the emotional aspect of such a relationship.
I still view it as a technical thing.
:<
Anyway, if you're friends with me and experiencing issues at the moment, please don't take this offensively.
D:
It's just an observation about myself.
Also, I think llamas are cute.

Time management.

I think for this stage of my life, there's no longer vacations, but a matter of how well I'm able to use my time.
I think it makes more sense to have fun and do work at the same time, instead of trying to do work first and then have fun for a long period of time.
I suppose it'll help if I enjoy what I'm doing, but I can't say that for sure yet...
'A'
I don't dislike it, but it's not my passion either.
After studying law for so long, however, it seems to me as though there's nothing else except law which I can do...
Not sure whether that's a good thing...
But yeah, still procrastinating as usual though.
:\
Getting slightly better at managing time, but not good enough...
Need to get my mentality straightened out...

Ten random things about me, and the reasons behind them.

1) I cut my nails in the shower, because when I was slightly younger, my mom and I would have arguments about me cutting my nails in my room.

2) I like to sniff at the tea bag jar whenever I make myself a cup of tea, simply because I like the smell.

3) I say 'ow' whenever I injure myself lightly even though it doesn't hurt, because when I was younger, all the kids cried whenever they injured themselves, and I thought that I should try to 'follow the norm'. Same went for the fear of injections and cockroaches. I didn't fear them as a kid, but was influenced by my peers.

4) I always snap a toothpick after using it, ever since my dad told me a story of his friend who mistook a used toothpick that the person beside him placed by his side, as the person offering him a toothpick, and then used it.

5) I usually look at the ground when I walk, because I feel that whatever unpleasant things I might trip/step/kick, are usually on the ground...

6) Whenever I order a cold drink, I prefer requesting for little or no ice, cause I don't want the drink to be diluted.

7) I must end a meal with vegetables/fruits. Too embarrassed to tell you the reason. No reason.

8) I get really annoyed when someone touches my things without permission and fails to put them back properly, because I believe that if you want to do something secretly, you should do it properly. If a person doesn't ask first, I'll take it as the person doesn't want me to know.

9) I prefer using 'see you' instead of 'bye', because when I say 'see you', I hope to be able to 'see you again'. Unless, of course, if we probably wouldn't be able to meet again, or I don't want to see you again hehe, then I'd use 'bye'.

10) I always chew on sweets/chocolate/ice cream/other similar foodstuff (even though I tell myself to suck on them so that they'd last longer), because when I was young, I had the fear of choking on a sweet, so I'd always chew it. The habit stuck till now.

So...

I've been staying up really late since the past week in order to do work which was due today, but class was canceled, so I could sleep in.
Then later today when I went to have lunch in the cafeteria, I forgot my wallet, but the staff said that I could pay tomorrow.
I think I shall view today as a good day.

Last minute shopping.

Before I start, I shall say that this isn't a post about the clothes I bought but how my day went while shopping last minute...
|D

The day started out by fetching my cousin from the airport.
As soon as I entered the airport, I got Rick Rolled.

Putting that aside, as most of you would know, I don't like to do clothes shopping, and as a few of you would know, I had yet to buy any new clothes for the new year even though it was less than a week away.
Anyway, after that, I went to 1U to try again with my mom, and FINALLY, I managed to get something.
I swear, one hour of shopping is longer than one hour of the most boring class for me.
(Also, as you can see, that's all I'm going to write about the shopping part. Now I'm going to write about the main reason of this post.)

So anyway, before my mom and I went for lunch, we went to the toilets first.
There was a REALLY long line, like, all the way until outside the female toilets (no surprise there though).
As I was lining up, I kept feeling something bumping into me, and I thought that it was the bag of the woman who was behind me.
After a while, it started to get a bit annoying, so I turned around, only to realize that it was a pregnant lady who kept bumping her stomach into me.
Bumping a bag into someone is one thing, cause you might not feel it, but bumping your STOMACH?
I kept on ignoring it, since I thought that maybe it was an accident or something, but when it was my mom's turn, and there was some space in front of me, I thought that since it was only one step to move, I might as well just stay at my spot.
Then, the woman WALKED RIGHT INTO ME.
Like, USING HER STOMACH TO PUSH ME FORWARD.
LIKE DUDE, WOMAN, WHAT THE HECK ARE YOU TRYING TO DO, PUSHING YOUR STOMACH INTO MY ASS?
IT'S LIKE, DON'T TOUCH ME, WOMAN.
After thinking, I realized that it wasn't that she was impatient. (We all need to wait, and just because you're one step closer to the cubicles doesn't mean that you'll be there faster.)
It wasn't that she didn't realize that she bumped into me. (I looked at her several times when she kept bumping her unborn foetus into my ass, and she knew that I was uncomfortable and annoyed with her touching me so many times. ON THE ASS.)
It was that she was merely plain rude, and happened to be pregnant.
Like, eight or nine months pregnant.
But seriously woman, if you're going to knock everything in your way with your stomach, your child's not going to turn out okay.
I went into the cubicle, hoping that I wouldn't see her any more, but on my way out, THE WOMAN WAS THERE AGAIN.
And cause she was in my way, I overtook her as rudely as I could (without touching her) and opened the door in such a way that by the time she reached the door, it'll close.
But seriously speaking, just because you're pregnant, doesn't mean that I'm going to respect you more or be nicer to you than an ordinary stranger.
You're just a stranger who happens to be pregnant.

Anyway, after that I ate salmon~~~
Really happy because I had been craving for salmon for quite a long while before that.
Then after that I went to the arcade and sort of bumped into Mirai and myst.
'Sort of', cause I knew that Mirai would be there, but I didn't know what time.

But that said, yeah, the main reason of this post is the pregnant lady.
Shall go for dinner now.
See you~

I'm 17 years old. (Tag)

[X] You know how to make a pot of coffee. (Not a good one though.)
[ ] You keep track of dates using a calendar. (Whenever I try to, I'll forget about it after a while...)
[ ] You own a credit card.
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[X] You've done your own laundry.
[ ] You can vote in an election.
[X] You can cook for yourself. (Edible food.)
[ ] You think politics are interesting. (I've no political knowledge... Rather unfortunate and ignorant...)
TOTAL SO FAR: 3

[ ] You show up for school late a lot.
[ ] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[X] You've never gotten a detention.
[X] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[ ] You like to take walks by yourself.
[X] You know what 'credibility' means, without looking it up.
[/] You drink caffeine at least once a week. (Didn't used to, but since college started, I've been.)
TOTAL SO FAR: 6 1/2

[X] You know how to do the dishes.
[X] You can count to 10 in another language. (Several languages...)
[ ] When you say you're going to do something you usually do it. (...DEBATABLE.)
[ ] You can mow the lawn. (I have no lawn to mow... But I'm sure I can do it though. :<)
[/] You study even when you don't have to. (...Not really...)
[X] You have hand washed a car before.
TOTAL SO FAR: 10

[X] You can spell 'experience', without looking it up.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name. (Only been there like, five times so far in my life...)
[/] Your favorite kind of food is take out. (Depends...)
[X] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[/] You understand political jokes the first time they are said. (Most of them.)
[X] You can type pretty quick. (Very much faster compared to when I was young. Used to type with two fingers...)
TOTAL SO FAR: 14

[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[ ] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job. (I disagree.)
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay.
[X] You have been to the beach.
[X] You use the internet every day.
[X] You have been outside 3 or more times a day. (Prefer to go out only once.)
[ ] You make your bed in the morning. (Neverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...)
GRAND TOTAL: 17

Boreddddddddddd... ;A;

Really bored...
I don't see how Sam can say that my life's not boring...
*EYEZOOMS TO SAM*
Well, she says that my life's "not boring, just restricted", of which I don't think I understand fully.
:<
I've got an essay due tomorrow, and I'm so lazy to finish it even though I'm already very nearly done.
OTL
Hungryyyyyyyyy....
TwT
I don't know whether I don't want to finish my essay, or I don't know how to finish it...
Ugh on the upside, I've got debate club meet tomorrow (I'm finding it fun~ :D) and I'm running over to TCM to see some stuff ehehehehehehe...
Maybe run over to the arcade if I've time...
Mm shall finish up the essay...
I've already written so much, it'll be a waste to not finish it...
See you~

Ten Days Meme (Day Ten)

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot.

Day Seven: Four turn offs.

Day Eight: Three turn ons.

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

Day Ten: One confession

Day Ten

1) I don't think I'll live that long? *laughs*

Ten Days Meme (Day Nine)

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot.

Day Seven: Four turn offs.

Day Eight: Three turn ons.

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

Day Ten: One confession

Day Nine

1) ._.

2) OTL

Ten Days Meme (Day Four)

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot.

Day Seven: Four turn offs.

Day Eight: Three turn ons.

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

Day Ten: One confession

Day Four

1) "Is it going to rain?"

2) "What should I eat/Should I eat?"

3) "I feel like listening to (insert song name)..."

4) "I'm bored..."

5) "I wonder when (insert name) is coming back. ._."

6) "Plurk..."

7) "...I should really play with the turtles."