*tired...

Photoshoot is over~
TwT
Tired with aches.
Took over three hundred pictures only this time...
Sorting them now.
Probably post some up later.
There may be another shoot next week...
>D
Same place of course.
My aunt's house.
-.-

Nostalgia... I hate yet love it...

Clearing up the cupboard, I went through some of my old stuff.
Form one till form five test papers (now to be recycled -.-), tuition notes, old contacts since primary school days...
I want to remain young, I want to remain without responsibilities, without cares, I want to remain with everyone.
But when it comes to time, we aren't allowed selfishness.
I accept that I must and will eventually move on, but flipping through all those articles...
It prevents me from lying to myself that everything's unchanged.
I hate change, and I fear it, but I respect it in the end.
BUT.
Cleaning the room has caused me to not sleep for nearly three days (procrastinations included, of course).
=.=
I think I'm suffering from insomnia or narcolepsy (definately not) or some sleep disorder.
*sigh
I think I want to have lunch with my dad later...
Japanese food hopefully...
D:
*has a craving for some sashimi...
TwT
Oh, and by the way, I'm quite dissapointed.
Cause I couldn't have curry for dinner last night.
DX

Who decides in the end?

You tell me not to because it's risky.
I understand.
I accept.
Then you tell me not to because it's dangerous.
I understand too and accept.
Now you're telling me that it's something unfruitful, something for the worst off?
You may as well spit at me rather than degrade my wish.
If you don't understand, don't speak.
If you don't know, don't assume.
I know that I may be lucky, but I have limitations.
You don't have to remind me over and over again.
But what I want is within reasonable means, so won't you let me go in peace?
I'd rather do something I enjoy and have lesser rewards than to do something I don't enjoy and have plenty of rewards.
The enjoyment of the job is what I consider the real reward, and money will never buy long-lasting and genuine happiness for me.
I won't blame you if I fail while doing what I want to, but I will if I fail while doing what you want me to do.

*insert lame title eg: The New Year

Being honest, I don't like (I rarely use 'hate'. -.- When I use it, I'm either joking or the total opposite) new years.
I don't like the fact that everything would change, everything would die off.
Okay, fine.
Being really honest (yeah, I wasn't earlier D:), I don't like new years cause it's a reminder that I'm getting older.
=.=
They say that it's this age where people WANT to be older, but since I'm one of the few people who don't like shopping, I guess I can be one of the few people who had NEVER wanted to become older.
-.-
Since I was around ten, I had been reluctant to tell people my age cause I feel old that way.
But then again, I'm getting older, and so are you.
:D
Happy New Year, fellow human.


I shall now eat my breakfast and go to Ling's...

D<

Hi.
:D
......
Okay, so this post was mainly to say that I'm still alive.
-.-
No pictures, since I can't seem to upload any, but to make this post longer:


-KHR photoshoot was amazing.
:D
It's fun to meet new people, and the people whom you only know online.
But somehow I didn't really feel like taking pictures.
D:
But well...
There is this...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c_p04MqqkQU
*is lazy


-CF '08... wasn't as good as the other two I've been to.
=.=
The hall was bigger (better in a way since last two years the halls were cramped, so this year there was ample space to move and breath), lighting bad as usual, but the atmosphere was...
D:
Somehow the last two CF I went, I didn't want it to end and I couldn't wait for the next one to come.
This time it was...
"Oh, it's over? We can leave already, right? Let's go! :D"
But of course, I can't deny that I had fun.
Got to know some more people.
:D


-Right after CF my mom brought me to KL to stay at a hotel for three days.
-.-
Why?
Cause my uncle (and his family, of course), decided to come and visit, and booked the hotel for a week but had to go back four days later.
In order to not waste it, my mom decided to bring me there to stay since its near KLCC, Sungei Wang, Pavilion (spelling? D:), Lot 10, etc.
SO.
For three days straight.
We went SHOPPING.
.....
Do you FEEL the TERROR in that word?
(Yeah, I'm one of the rare person who doesn't enjoy shopping much. =.=)
But the high point of it was when I went to Pavilion (again, spelling? D:).
When I went there for the first time, I realized...
MY GOODNESS THE STAIRS ARE AMAZING I WANT TO HAVE A PHOTOSHOOT THERE.
No, seriously, at the entrance there's an amazing (in my opinion -.-) flight of stairs going to the lower floor, and it was wide and...
TwT
*photography passion restored


-And (shock, shock, horror, horror), my friends and I have another cosplay.
This time it's Macross Frontier, an anime which only one of us has watched, the other of us are ignorant to the plot and most of the characters.
=.=
This time I have a hat.
:D
Characters cosplayed would be Ranka, Alto, Sheryl, Luca and Nanase, two of whom I don't know. -.-
I'd probably go and watch Macross Frontier to understand the character better...


-I'd probably be going to Singapore at the end of the month for another convention.
With Ling.
-.-
(She seems to be the reason for all these, actually. Not complaining though. :D)
If all goes well, we'd be having a booth there, and would be staying at my aunt's.
And by the way, it'd be Ling's first time at Singapore.
-.-


-Oh, there's two photoshoots planned later this month too.
:D
KHR and Vocaloid.
Hopefully everything ends up well.
TwT


Well, that summerizes most of what happened.
D:
I shall go bathe now...